a rikice sai da ya rikitata ita ma sosai, tuni ta mance da batun wani Yaya balle yarjejeniyar su na cewa just kiss, fully ta sakar masa ragamar komai nata a moment din nan, after a while, lkci daya pleasure dinta ya koma wani sharp pain that was hard to explain or describe, nan da nan ta dawo hankalinta ta bude idanuwanta ta kwala masa wani kara a gigice trying to push him off her, but it was too late for her don kuwa a wannan dare sai da ya mayar da ita full woman, ko kadan bai sarara mata ba duk da roko da magiya har ma da basa hakurin da ta dinga yi amma inaa kamar ma duk bai san tana yi ba, sam babu sassauci a lamarinsa, Ammi kam ta sha kira wajen Mayraah wanda da kyar bata farka daga bacci ba a daren nan tsabar kiran da Mayraah ke mata, shi kansa ba wai shiru bakinsa yayi ba amma duk bata san me yake cewa ba, daga karshe Mayraah kasa ci gaba da kiran Ammi tayi, she became so weak with pain, bayan ya dawo hayyacinsa yayi leaning forehead dinsa a nata taji hawayensa na sauka fuskarta, his voice was trembling yace "I am.. I'm sorry, Mimi"

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Duk magiyan da Maheer ya dinga yi ma Mayraah yana rungume da ita yana bata hakuri amma sam taki yarda ta bude ido, har a sannan kuma jikinta bai daina ɓari ba, gaba daya tayi laushi kukan ma ta kasa yi sai sauke ajiyar zuciya take, he was totally short of words ya rasa wani kalmar kuma zai yi amfani da shi wajen bata hakuri, yana jin yanda zuciyarta ke bugawa da sauri da sauri, they were like that for almost 30 mintues, at this point in time bazai iya fadin ga yanda yake jin Mayraah a ransa ba, kawai dai yasan lkci daya ya daina jin ta as his sibling anymore, abubuwan da suka faru mintues ago suka dinga dawo masa vividly, har ma da basa hadin kai da tayi da farko duk da ba a hayyacinta take ba kuma shi kadai ke kidansa yana rawansa, bai san ya zai misalta yanda yaji mintunan da suka wuce ba, bai taɓa sanin akwai irin wannan experience din ba a rayuwarsa, murmushi yayi ya lumshe ido yana kara hugging dinta tightly, he is super proud of her, jin ta fara sauke numfashi a hankali ya fahimci bacci ya dauketa, gently ya kwantar da ita sannan ya jinginar da kansa da gadon ya lumshe idonsa, his heart was racing so fast too, it was never his intention to make her go through this pain, he just can't tell what came over him da ya kasa controlling kansa har yayi mata haka, ko da wani yace masa zai yi tarayya da ita just a week after bringing her to his house bazai taɓa yarda ba, tun ma basu tare ba ya riga yasa a rai cewar ko nan da 3 month bazai ce zai yi intercourse da ita ba har sai shi da ita sun yi accepting fact din cewar they are couples not siblings like she is always saying, this was his vow, sosai jikinsa yayi sanyi ashe bazai iya cika alkawarin da zuciyarsa ta daukar masa ba, da kyar yayi karfin halin sauka daga kan gadon bayan ya shirya, his head was seriously aching, kuma duk da haka yana jin ciwon cikin nasa, hatta kafafuwansa da kyar yake daga su don sun nasa nauyi sosai, haka ya isa switch din dakin, sai kuma ya fara fargaban kunna wutan don bai san a wani hali zai ganta ba bayan yanda ya far mata, at last dai yayi karfin halin kunna wutan yana kallon saman gadon baya ko kiftawa with throbbing heart, ya fi minti daya tsaye kafin ya fara tafiya a hankali ya nufi kan gadon ya durkusa yana kallonta a sanyaye, just a little stain of blood ya gani a kan white bedsheet din, sosai jikinsa yayi sanyi wani mugun tausayinta ya dinga ji har cikin ransa, mikewa yayi ya shiga bandaki bayan wani lokaci ya fito ya dawo kusa da ita, dukawa yayi yana kallonta amma ya kasa tashin ta don bai san how she will react ba, so yake tayi sitz bath don kar jikinta ya mata tsami gobe in ta tashi, ya karaso kusa da ita ya duka ya cire mata duvet din jikinta, bude idanuwanta da suka kumbura tayi, sai kuma ta mike zaune a rikice ganinsa, ya kasa hada ido da ita yayi kasa da murya cike da karfin hali yace "Babu abinda zan maki Mimi, na hada maki warm water a bathroom, u will feel relieve...." Bai jira cewarta ba ya mike ya dauketa don yasan zata iya masa gardama, tsabar yanda ta jigata kukan ma ta kasa balle tayi gardaman, she couldn't even open her mouth to say anything, a haka har ya shiga bandakin da ita... Maheer yaji tausayinta sosai ganin she is in pain, ita kam tana fama da kanta a lokacin ko tunasa a matsayin yaya bata yi ba, sai hadasa take da Allah ya kai ta wajen Ammi, sun kusa 30 mins a bandakin kafin ya fito da ita, babu bata lokaci yayi mata allura don kar ta tashi da zazzabi, yana mata alluran kuma bacci ya dauketa immediately, sai a sannan shima yayi wankaz bayan ya dauko jallabiyarsa a dakinsa ya saka ya dawo kusa da ita ya duka gabanta yana kallonta ko kiftawan kirki baya yi, ita kuwa sai bacci take, ya fi minti sha biyar ya kasa daina kallonta yana tuna abinda ya ji few hours ago, ya lumshe ido yayi kissing lips dinta sannan ya kashe wutan dakin ya dau pillow ya kwanta nan kasan carpet incase zata farka later, kasa bacci Maheer yayi, ya dinga juye juye kawai yana jin ciwon da cikinsa ke masa yana karuwa, sai kusan 4 bacci ya daukesa ba don cikin ya masa sauki ba. Da asuba kiran sallah ne ya farkar da Mayraah, sosai taji jikinta yayi mata nauyi kamar ba nata ba don kasa tashi ma tayi ta zauna, wannan ne yasa ta fara tunanin was she sick last night? Sosai take stressing brain dinta don tuno abinda ya faru, ta fi minti uku tana kokarin tunowa, lokaci daya komai ya fara dawo mata vividly, da sauri tayi karfin halin tashi zaune, kawai taji hawaye na sauka idonta ta hade kanta da gwiwa tana sheshekar kuka, tunda take bata taɓa jin tsanar Maheer ba sai daren jiya, azaban da taji har bata son tunawa, tayi kukanta me isarta jin an fara sallah, ta daure ta sauka daga kan gadon zata kunna wutan dakin, runtse ido tayi ta dalilin zafin da taji har brain dinta, ta dai yi karfin halin karasawa tana tafiya a hankali ta kunna switch din, sosai gabanta yayi mugun faduwa ganinsa kwance kasan carpet ya rufa da duvet, tayi saurin kashe wutan ta dau hijab dinta har tana neman faduwa ta fita daga dakin hawaye me zafi na sauka idonta, wani dakin ta shiga ta kulle da makulli, haka ta daure ta shiga bandakin ta dauro alwala ta fito tayi sallah, har gari ya waye Mayraah bata mike daga kan darduman da tayi sallah ba, ta jinginar da kanta jikin gadon dakin tayi nisa tunanin da take, lkci lkci hawaye ke zuba idonta sai ta goge, har karfe takwas bata ji ya fito daga dakinta ba, gashi sitz bath take son kara yi don pain din taji kamar karuwa yake, ganin karfe tara yayi kuma har sannan bata ji fitowarsa ba yasa kawai ta shiga bandakin dake dakin tayi sitz bath din a cikin ruwan dumi sannan tayi wanka ta fito, kwanciya tayi ta lullube da bargo don ji tayi kamar zazzabi zai rufeta a haka bacci ya dauketa, firgit ta farka wajen karfe goma da rabi ta sauka daga kan gadon tana daga kafa da kyar ta fita daga dakin, dakinta ta nufa ta bude kofar a hankali, ga mamakinta har sannan yana kwance ya lullube har kansa da blanket, ta kalli darduman da ke shimfide dakin alamar a nan yayi sallah, karasawa ciki tayi ta sunkuyar da kanta, bayan few seconds tana tafiya a hankali ta isa kusa da shi ta durkusa ta cire duvet din, sosai taji jikinsa yayi zafi, ya bude idanuwansa da suka canxa launi yana kallonta, ta sauke nata idon da sauri gabanta na faduwa, ita yanzu har cikin ranta tsoronsa take sosai, bakinta na rawa tace "Baka da lafiya ne?" A hankali yace "I am sorry Mimi, wllh ba laifina bane...." Ta kasa dago kanta nan da nan hawaye ya fara sauko mata, bayan few seconds ta goge hawayen still bata iya ta kallesa ba saboda wani kunyarsa da take ji, muryarta na rawa tace "What is wrong with you?" kasa ce mata komai yayi yana numfashi a hankali, shi din ma dai avoiding eye contact yake da ita, ta mike ta nufi kofa ya bi ta da kallo har ta fita, bayan kusan minti bakwai sai gata ta dawo da cup din shayi, ajiyewa tayi cikin sanyin murya ba tare da ta bari sun hada ido ba tace "Ka sha shayin before taking drugs" Tana fadin haka ta sake fita ba a dau lokaci ba sai ga ta da magani ta dauko a dakinsa ta kawo masa, yayi karfin halin tashi zaune, amma sai ya kasa tashi tsaye ita dai sai sunkuyar da kai take, daga karshe yayi gathering strength dinsa ya mike tsaye, sai a sannan ta bi sa da kallo har ya shiga bandakinta, mikewa tayi ta fita daga dakin ta koma wanda ke kusa da nata, tana ta zaune har sh daya da minti goma kwata kwata bata jin dadin jikinta daurewa kawai take ga ciwon da take ji in tana tafiya kamar karuwa yake, can dai ta mike da kyar ta fita ta koma dakinta don taga ko ya sha maganin, kwance ta samesa yayi rub da ciki bai sha shayin ba balle maganin, ta karasa da sauri ta duka gabansa ta cire duvet din tace "Baka sha shayin ba Yaya?" Tashi yayi zaune ya riko hannunta cikin karfin hali yace "I am having S cramps Mimi" Mayraah ta dauke kai gabanta na wani irin faduwa, tana kokarin tashi tace "Bari in sa maka ruwan dumi sai ka...." Rikota yayi with breaky voice yace "Pls Mimi" Ta zaro ido a rikice tana komawa baya yaki sakinta, cike da karfin hali yace "I promise after today, no more..." Sai kuma ya kasa ci gaba, ta fashe masa da matsanancin kuka sosai ta fixge hannunta ta fita daga dakin da sauri zuciyarta na bugawa, tana komawa daki ta sa makulli ta dinga rusa kuka kamar an aikota, wato saboda yaga taji tausayinsa ba shi da lafiya shine ma yake sake nata wannan maganr, takaici yasa ta dinga kuka daga karshe ta kwanta kan gado ta takure waje daya hawaye na sauka idonta, har sha biyu ya wuce Mayraah bata ji ya fito daga dakinta ba, gashi zuciyarta ya kasa hakuri tana son sanin halin da yake ciki amma tsoronsa take ji, kasa daurewa tayi daga karshe ta mike ta bude dakin a hankali ta fita.

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Mayraah ta fi minti biyar jingine da bango kusa da kofar dakin ta kasa shiga, har cikin ranta take tausayinsa and at the same time tana wani mugun jin haushinsa, gaba daya ta rasa yanda zata yi, she wish zata iya ignoring dinsa duk da condition din da yake ciki, hawaye taji ya gangaro mata bayan ta tuna abinda yayi mata daren jiya, he didn't pity her even for one second upon all her pleas, nan da nan haushin nasa yayi dominating tausayin, kuka taji ya taho mata ta rufe bakinta da hannunta, da sauri ta koma dakinta tana jin wani irin haushinsa a ranta. Ana kiran sallan azahar Mayraah ta sake wanka bayan tayi sitz bath ta fito daga bandakin tana tafiya a hankali, sosai taji sitz bath din da tayi ya taimaka mata and she is feeling much better now, turarrukan da Hajiya Amina ta bata ta fiddo su daga cikin kwalin da suke ciki tana dubawa, Boldy taga an rubuta Scentmania Empress combo, duk sai da ta bude turarrukan tayi perceiving scent dinsu tana shafawa a jiki, sosai kamshin turarrukan suka tafi da imaninta, ta sake duba jikin kwalin don taga ko daga wani kasar ta siyo mata taga ashe a kano ne ma ta siya, lokaci daya taji ta kaunaci turarrukan tsabar kamshinsu, ajiye kwalin tayi with the intention of buying again idan ta gama amfani da wa ennan din, doguwar rigarta mara nauyi ta ciro a press ta saka sannan ta shimfida darduma don yin sallah.... Bayan ta idar da sallah tana ta zaune for almost 20mins ta rasa me yasa can kasar ranta ke son zuwa inda Maheer yake to check if he is fine, she just don't have rest of mind, da ta kauda tunaninsa a ranta minti biyar ya yi yawa tunanin nasa zai sake dawo mata, tana ta kokarin ignoring amma yaki barin zuciyarta, sai ya zama duk bata da sukuni, still yet bata ji fitowarsa daga daki ba, she is really disturbed, kawai kasa ci gaba da ignoring urge din dake ranta na zuwa wajensa tayi, bata yi wata wata ba, ta mike tsaye ta linke darduman ta ajiye, walking slowly ta fita daga dakin, kanta a kasa ta bude kofar dakin da yake ta shiga ta bar kofar a bude, kwance ta gansa saman gado idonsa a lumshe, ta kalli darduman dake kasan dakin alamar a nan yayi sallah, kallonsa ta dinga yi kafin ta karasa kusa da shi ta durkusa ta kai hannu kamar zata taɓa forehead dinsa amma bata taɓa ba, duk da haka sai da taji hucin zafin jikinsa, dai dai nan ya bude ido jin wani kamshi da ya cika masa hanci, da sauri ta mike ta koma baya gabanta na faduwa ta fara fidgeting fingers dinta, muryarta na rawa tace "Me zan dafa maka?" Kallonta ya dinga yi da idanuwansa da suka sauya launi, ita dai taki barin su hada ido don yanzu har cikin ranta tsoronsa take, sannan ga kunyan da take ji, Cikin sanyin murya yace "Mimi" Hade rai tayi ta juya masa baya, a hankali yace "I ordered food online, su Aunty Mariya will be coming in the evening" tayi shiru bata ce komai ba, cike da karfin hali ya mike zaune still bai daina kallonta ba, tana ganin haka ta bar wajen da sauri ta nufi kofa ta tsaya, bayan minti biyu ta juya a hankali ta bar bakin kofar ya bi ta da kallo zuciyarsa na bugawa, kitchen Mayraah ta tafi ta ciro lemon da ke cikin fridge sanin yana son orange fruit in bai da lafiya, bayan ta wanke guda hudu ta dau wuka ta fara yanka masa, zata yanka last one din kenan ta jefar da sabon wukar tana zaro ido tana kallon hannunta, lkci daya ta kwala ihu tana cewa ta shiga uku tana yarfe hannu, in just few seconds Maheer da yaji karan da tayi ya fito daga dakinsa sai da ya fara bude dakinta yana kiranta ganin bata ciki ya dawo parlor da sauri still yana kiran sunanta, bai san da sauran strength a jikinsa ba sai da yaji ihunta, jin kukanta a kitchen ya karasa can da sauri, ta fashe masa da kuka ta nufosa tana nuna masa hannunta da ke zubda jini tace "Na shiga uku Yaya wllh na yanke" ya kamo hannun yace "Subhanallah how manage?" Yana rike da hannun ya tafi sink da ita yana daga kafafuwansa da kyar, ya rasa wani irin kamshi ne wannan yake ji, haka ya bude tap din yana wanke hannunta a hankali, ita kuma sai kara marairaice masa take tana kuka, ji yayi ya kasa ci gaba da tsayuwa, Yayi kasa da murya yace "Mu je sai in sa maki plaster" Bai jira cewarta ba ya fita kitchen din yana rike da hannunta zuwa dakinsa, har sannan bata daina kukan da take ba, zaunar da ita yayi gefen gado ya duka gabanta, ganin hijab din jikinta yayi stain da jini ya cire mata, wani fitinannen kamshin da yafi wanda ya dinga shaka dazu ne ya daki hancinsa, ji yayi kamar dakin na juya masa ya durkusa kan knees dinsa biyu ba tare da ya shirya ba, lkci daya breathing dinsa ya canza, duk wannan abun kuma idonsa na kan chest dinta ko kiftawa baya yi, Mayraah ta amshe hijab dinta da sauri zata mayar seeing how he was looking at her kamar bai taɓa ganinta ba, ganin yaki cika mata hijab din jikinta ya fara rawa a tsorace, zata mike ta bar wajen ya rikota da sauri, as if murmuring yace "Plaster fa zan sa maki Mimi" Ta girgiza masa kai cikin tashin hankali tace "Ai jinin ma ya tsaya, wajen ma ya daina min ciwo wllh, zan je in karasa yanka maka lemun yanzu" Kin saketa yayi hakan yasa ta fara kokuwar zata kwace kanta kawai taga ya jawota kasa gabansa, hankalinta yayi mugun tashi bakinta na rawa tace "Wallahi yaya kar ƙuda ya bi lemun ka, kaga fa a bude na bar sa a kitchen, ka bari inje yanzu in dauko first" Ai bai san sanda ya kwantar da ita kasan carpet ba yana kallon chest dinta, har wani ɓari jikinsa yake kawai ya rufe bakinsa da nata... Ashe daren jiya Mayraah bata ga komai ba a hannun Maheer, ashe jiya ba abinda yayi mata jiya kawai ya ɗan yi clear din road ne, don yau kam ko bakin kiran Ammin ma bata samu ba, sai da ta dawo ko kwakkwaran motsi bata yi numfashinta ya fara sama sama because she couldn't bear the hurting anymore, kukan ma kasa yi tayi, she is just there as if lifeless, ta zata ma mutuwan kawai zata yi, sam bai sarara mata ba. Bayan La'asar Maheer na zaune egde din gadon dakinsa ya rike kansa