nuna akanta ba ƙaramin tasiri yayi a zuciyarta ba, hakan ya nuna cewa har ynxu yana jinta a zuciyarsa knn, ta lashi takobi duk tsiya duk tsiya tsiya saita dawo da Dearest dinta.

★Nurain yayi parking motarsa a parking space din gidansa, ya cire key daga Ignition yana stretching kansa, ledar takeaway da ya siyo ya ɗauka snn ya buɗe motar ya fita, yana shiga palour daman direct sama ya haura ya shiga ɓangarensa, ya ajiye ledar takeaway din kan makeken Centre table dake huge palourn, bedroom ya wuce ya shiga wanka, yana fitowa ya saka ƙananun kaya da yake zaman gida dasu, fitowa yayi daga room din zai sauka downstairs, ya tsaya a corridor yana kallon ƙofar ɗakinta na wasu seconds din kafin ya sauka, ya buɗe ƙofar kitchen ya shiga, wani daddaɗan aroma ne ya fara masa maraba, ya kalli tukunyar dake kan gas wacca wuta take cinta amma kaɗan, plate da spoon ya ɗauka, har zai fita daga kitchen din ya dawo ya ɗauki lemon kwali da cup ya fita, upstairs ya haura ya shiga part dinsa, ledar takeaway ya buɗe ya juye abincin a plate, tinda ƙamshin abincin ya daki hancinsa ya yamutsa fuska, kwata kwata ƙamshin bai masa ba, wai nan saida ya zaɓi babban eatery snn ya siyo abincin a nan, toh ko dai tsanar da ya yiwa abincin siyarwa ne yasa yaji hakan, spoon ɗaya yaci yayi saurin wurgi da cokalin ya zuba lemo a cup ya fara sipping, mayar da abincin yayi cikin takeaway ya rufe ya koma ya jingina da kujera da cup din lemonsa a hannu, after 10mins ya ajiye cup din ya tashi ya fita, yana sauka ƙasa ya buɗe ƙofar kitchen, tsayawa yayi yana kallonta, tana tsaye gaban gas cooker tana serving, da sauri ya ɗauke idanunsa daga kallon bayanta sai kuma ya shiga kitchen din sosai, Hajar ta ajiye serving spoon dake hannunta ta juya tana kallonsa sbd motsin da taji, ido huɗu sukay tayi sauri ta janye nata ta cigaba da abinda take, Nurain ya tsaya daga bayanta yana leƙa tukunyar abincin, yanxu kam ƙamshin da yake tashi yafi na ɗaxu da ya shigo, harɗe hannu yayi ya tsuke fuska yace "har dashi kika dafa dai ko..?", jimm tayi ba tare da ta juyo ba tace "shi wa..?", Nurain ya sake tsuke fuska yace "shi wanda yaxo jiya yaci jagwalgwalon naki..", Hajar ta haɗe gira tace "A'a ba dai jagwalgwalo ba, ni ban iya jagwalgwalo ba" da haka ta rufe tukunyar ta ɗauki plate din abincin ta juyo, kallonta taga yanayi babu ko ƙiftawa, sosai idanunsu suka sarƙe staring at each other na almost 10secs, Hajar ta murguɗa masa baki tace "Please excuse me ni fita zanyi" don kallon nan da yake mata harta tsargu, ya matsa ya buɗe tukunyar, tini ya ajiye murfin sbd akwai zafi, dariyar mugunta Hajar ta tuntsire da ita tace "wa yace ka taɓamin", Nurain ya haɗe gira yana kallon hannun da ya ƙone yace "toh wai daman waye zaici wnn jagwalgwalon naki idan ba Farooq ba, look ki zuba masa zan fita sai na tafar masa dashi" da haka ya bar kitchen din yana yarfe hannu, Hajar tabi bayansa da kallo tana sauke murmushin muguntar da take masa, ajiye plate din hannunta tayi kan island, a medium warmer mai kyau ta zuba abincin, daman wnda ta rage ne za taci da daddare kawai ta zuba masa in yaso ta dafa Noodles da daddaren, Hajar na fita kitchen din da few minutes Nurain ya shigo, yana ganin warmern da ta ajiye yayi sauri ya buɗe, rufewa yayi ya ɗauki plate ya fita ya haura sama abinsa. Da daddare wajen ƙarfe tara Nurain na zaune kan makeken gadonsa, ya rage hasken ɗakin da Laptop a gabansa yana operating, wayarsa da tayi ƙarar shigowar message ya kalla, ɗaukar wayar yayi yaga number ce ta turo text din, bude message din yayi ya karanta, (Nagode sosai Dearest da kulawa..) shine kawai abinda ke rubuce, ajiye wayar yayi ya cigaba da abinda yake, sauka yayi daga kan gadon yana jan farar rigar Pajamas dake jikinsa, room slippers ya zura a soft legs dinsa, walking gently ya buɗe ƙofa ya fita, yafi minti biyu yana kallon ƙofar ɗakinta bayan fitarsa corridor snn ya buɗe, saida ya kai tsakiyar ɗakin kafin Hajar dake ɗaure da towel iya cinya ta lura dashi, fitowarta daga wanka knn, wata gigitacciyar ƙara ta fasa ta durƙushe ƙasa tana kare jikinta, Nurain kam tsaye yayi still yana kallonta ya fara tafiya towards her, Hajar da jikinta ke rawa ta ɗaga kai ganin yana nufota tayi saurin miƙewa, zumbulelen hijab dinta ta yayiba zata saka, kawai gani tayi yaxo kusa da ita aikam maimakon ta saka hijab din saita yaɓa masa a fuska, da mugun gudu ta juya da nufin shiga toilet, unfortunately for her yayi saurin fixgo hannunta bayan ya wurgar da hijab din, da iya volume dinta ta fasa ƙara hakan yasa ya wani fixgota tayi wata ramfa ya haɗata da bango, da sauri ta dafe towel din jikinta sbd kar ya kwance, ya sauke ajiyar zuciya yana kallonta from head to toe ya riƙe hannunta gam, tini ta manne da bango tana ƙoƙarin fixge hannunta daya riƙe don ta riƙe towel dinta da hannu biyu, matsowa kusa da ita yayi har tana jin breathing dinsa, muryarta na rawa tace "meye haka... ni ka sakeni babu kyau wllh Allah", da muryarsa da ta canza amo yace "mene babu kyau..?", yana jin yadda jikinta ke rawa, da kyar ta iya magana sbd yadda muryarta ke rawa tace "taɓani da kake wllh babu kyau haram ne...", sake manneta yayi da bango har jikinsu na gogar na juna, da wata iriyar murya yace "says who..?", ta bude baki za tay magana kenan ya kai hannu ya kashe wutar ɗakin, Hajar na ganin duhu ya gaure ɗakin ta wani zaro ido ta fara turesa da iya ƙarfinta, zagaye ƙugunta yayi ya janyota jikinsa yace "uhmm am asking you.. wane yace babu kyau...?", kasa magana tayi ta ringa ƙoƙarin fixge kanta, ya sunkuyo gami da ɗora goshinsa saman nata, dena kokawar tayi yayinda zuciyarta ta buga da ƙarfi, a bazata taji ya goga pointed nose dinsa a nata snn da muryar da ta tsaya iya ƙirji yace "Am asking you young lady", ina Hajar kasa mgana tayi in banda rawa bbu abinda jikinta yake, Nurain ya lumshe idonsa yana jin wani sabon abu yana kai ziyara brain ɗinsa, ajiyar zuciya ya sauke wcca tasa Hajar saurin lumshe idonta tare da kwarin guiwar hankaɗasa, saidai fa a banza don ko gezau beyi ba, sakinta yayi ya kunna fitila, da sauri ta sulale ƙasa ta tsala wani uban ihu ta takure kanta waje ɗaya, ya mata kallo ɗaya yace "bashi ne ko ba yau ba sai kin bani amsana Silly girl..", yana gama faɗin haka ya juya ya fita daga ɗakin with a hidden smile all over his face. washe gari Nurain ya fito daga ɓangarensa, briefcase ne riƙe a hannunsa, har zai sauka ƙasa sai kuma yaji bazai iya ba, dawowa yayi da baya ya murɗa ƙofar ɗakinta, Hajar dake kwance kan bed tayi sauri ta rufe idonta jin an bude ƙofa ga kuma ƙamshinsa da ya baza ɗakin, ko da idonta yake a rufe amma tana jin kaifin idonsa a kanta, after few minutes taji ya rufe ƙofar, ta mirgina ta kalli ƙofar tana turo baki gami da banka mata harara. Nurain na isa hospital ya wuce office dinsa, postion din secretaryn sa Haleema ya kalla yaga bata nan, that is unusual don kullum tana rigasa zuwa, da haka dai ya murɗa handle ya shiga ciki, tinda ya shiga yayi turus a bakin ƙofa yana kallonta, Ruqayyah ta ajiye frame din hotonsa dake hannunta ta miƙe, bayan oil control powder da ta shafa a fuskarta harda lipgloss da eye pencil, ga wani ɗan uhansun turare da ta baƙaƙa a jikinta, ta yalwata fuskarta da murmushi tace "welcome Dr", Nurain ya haɗe gira without looking at her for the second time yace "what are you doing here..?" sai kuma ya ƙaraso ciki ya zauna a chair dinsa, Ruqayyah ta bisa da kallo tana murmushi tace "Amm good morning", ko kallonta beyi ba yace "what brings you here..?", Mug din da ta ajiye kan table ta ɗauka ta miƙa masa tace "i just wanna say good morning and give this to you", sai a lokacin ya ɗaga kai ya dubi Mug din da take miƙa masa, girarsa a haɗe yace "please get lost my patients are waiting outside", tace "Ohh okay... amma please kasha coffee din", ya ɗaga kansa yana mata wani shegen kallo with stern voice yace "just leave", ta ɗaga shoulder sai kuma ta ajiye mug din kan table da haka ta juya ta fita da tafiyar da take motsa wasu sassan na jikinta, Nurse station ta wuce walking like a cat, tana zama station din tayi wani murmushi tace "yanxu ma aka fara", Nurse Jiddah ce ta fito daga wani room na female Nurses, tana ganin Ruqayyah ta saki baki tace "wai keda baki da lfy jiya har dasu kwanciya shine kike fito aiki yau", Rukayyah tace "dole na fito aiki Jiddah tinda na samu sauqi", Nurse Jiddah tace "toh Allah ya ƙara lfy", Ruqayyah tace "Ameen", Nurse Jiddah ta kalli agogon wrist dinta tace "Ohh nasan ynxu Dr Uthman yaxo bari naje na dauki Vitals din patient din na kai masa", Ruqayyah tace "wane patient..?", Nurse Jiddah tace "patient da ya yiwa aiki jiya, ai dake aka fara aikin baki kai ba hajiyata", Ruqayyah tace "Ohk, bari naje na duba kawai ke ki zauna", Nurse Jiddah tace "Okay tom shknn", miƙewa Ruqayyah tayi tace "A wane ward yake da bed number", Nurse Jiddah ta gaya mata, barin station din Ruqayyah tayi ta tafi ward din da patient din yake, saida tayi recording komai da ya kamata snn ta fito, riƙe da record book din ta kama hanyar office dinsa, daidai corridor da zai kaika office din ta tsaya, ta saka hannu a pocket ta ciro ƙaramar kwalbar turare, sosai take ƙamshi amma ta sake fesa wani, ta gyara wuyan ƙaramin hijab dinta da ya sha guga kamar Nurses Scrub dake jikinta, tana zuwa bakin office din ta tarar akwai patient a ciki don haka taja gefe ta tsaya, few minutes patient din ya fito, patient dake kan layi ya tashi zai shiga Ruqayyah tace "dan Allah ka ɗan jira na fito..", ganin itama ma'aikaciya ce bai mata musu ba, Ruqayyah ta shige office din gami da canza salon tafiya, Haleema dai ta bita da kallo sbd tana shigowa taji ƙamshi, a bakin ƙofa ta tsaya tana kallonsa yana rubuce rubuce, Nurain ya ɗago kansa da zummar ganin next patient sai kawai yaga akasin haka, ya sauke kansa fuskarsa ba yabo ba fallasa, ta ƙarasa walking like a cat ta ajiye record din hannunta kan table tace "here Vital signs na pat..", bata ƙarasa ba ya katseta da faɗin "i think Nurse Jiddah should do that", tayi twinkling eyes dinta tace "amma aikina ne Dr ita tamin handover", girarsa a haɗe ya ɗauki record din ya ajiye gabansa yace "Ohk", har cikin ranta taji daɗi after few seconds ta juya ta fita da shegiyar tafiyar da ta tarki yi.

★Da kyar Hajar ta iya raba kanta da gado, jin kanta take wani odd gani take shknn ta zama ƴar Air, ya za ai ya mata haka fisabilillah, ta samu tayi wanka tayi shafe shafenta, ba tayi attempting saka riga da skirt ba ta saka doguwar riga, ta zo fita kawai ta tsaya kallon bango, a take moment din jiya ya dawo mata fresh, ta runtse idonta ta dafe kanta, da sauri ta kawar da tunanin ta bar ɗakin, a ɗarare ta gama dafa breakfast taci a kitchen din, tana gama ci ta fara wanke duk wasu kwanuka da tayi amfani dasu, tinda ta koma ɗakinta bata sake fitowa ba har akay sallar azahar, bayan tayi sallah ta kira Anty da Ummanta suka gaisa, sai wajen ƙarfe uku ta fara jin yunwa, gashi kuma ba ta son fita sbd karta haɗu dashi, haka kurum ya ringa mata kallon ƴar air tinda ya kalleta jiya, da kyar tayi shahada ta fita, walking like a chameleon ta sauka downstairs tayi wuf ta shige kitchen, har da wani rufe ido da ajiye numfashi, kayan miya tayi blending wnda za tayi sauce, ta silala spaghetti kawai ya fiye mata sauƙi, har ta gama silala taliyar tayi sieving dinta ta zuba a plate, tana cikin zuba Sauce taji an buɗe ƙofa, da ƙarfin gaske zuciyarta ta buga sbd scent dinsa da ta shaƙa, wllh Allah shine, backing ɗinsa tayi amma kuma saita kasa cigaba da abinda take, lokaci guda ta juya ba ta bari ta hada ido dashi ba ta nufi ƙofa zata fita, da sauri ya riƙo hannunta, aikam tana juyowa ta gatsa masa cixo a hannu, yana sakinta ta kwasa a guje ta bar kitchen din.....✍️
💛 HAJAR 💛

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Nurain ya dubi hannun da ta gatsa masa cixo yayi kwafa ya juya ya kalli abincin da ta fara zubawa, plate din Abincin ya ɗauka ya ƙarasa zuba Sauce din ya soka fork a gefen plate din, saida ya ɗauki ruwa da lemo snn ya fita. da daddare wajen ƙarfe takwas Hajar ta idar da sallahr Isha'i, da kyar ta nannaɗe prayer mat din ta ajiye kan chest of drawers sbd wata azabar yunwa da take kartarta, bathroom ta shiga tayi wanka ta fito tana tafiya a hankali, ji take kamar an yashe mata ƴan hanji, doguwar riga ta kayan bacci mai laushi ta saka ko mai bata iya shafawa ba sbd ydda tayi weak, ta zumbula hijab har ƙasa tana tafiya a hankali ta fita a ɗakin, a hankali ta ringa sauka daga stairs tayi support da railer don ji take kamar iska zata iya ɗebeta, tin kafin ta kai ƙasa taji ƙarar TV, yana zaune palour da mug din coffee riƙe a hannunsa, tinda ya hangota ya dena kallon Tv ya zuba mata idanu, Hajar ta saukar da kanta ta wuce kitchen abinta, neman Spaghetti dinta ta farayi, sama ko ƙasa babu taliya a kitchen, jingina tayi da cabinet sbd bazata iya tsayuwa ba, ko strength din dafa shayi ma bata dashi a halin yanzu, da taliyarta na nan haka zata ci kayarta duk sandarewar da tayi, wani ƙululu ne ya tsaya mata a throat ynxu ina taliyanta, kafin kace me hawaye ya ciko idanunta, door aka buɗe ta ɗaga kai ta masa kallo ɗaya kafin ta saukar da idanunta, mug din hannunsa ya ajiye gaban sink without looking at her for the second time, da haka ya juya zai bar kitchen din sai kuma ya dawo da baya ya tsaya yana kallonta, speaking with a repartee yace "yah.. why are you standing here like one living statue...?", tana ɗago kanta hawayen da suke maƙale idanunta suka hau zarya, tayi sauri tasa bayan hannu ta fara gogewa, tsuke ido Nurain yayi ya ɗan matso kusa da ita yace "what happened..?", ta sunkuyar da kanta ba tace komai ba, ya duƙa ya leƙa fuskarta yace "ke mene ne..?", fashewa tayi da kuka tace "Taliyana na ajiye zan ci kuma ban ganta ba", still Nurain yayi yana kallonta cike da mamaki, ya harɗe hannu still looking at her yace "A ina kika ajiye...?", ta nuna masa kan gas tace "a nan fa na ajiye abuna..", ya kalli kan gas din sai kuma ya juyo yana kallonta, yace "toh ke wa yace ki ajiye a nan, baki san ba a ajiye abinci a kitchen din nan ba, don haka kin rasa Aljanun kitchen din sun cinye daman rabonsu ne", da sauri ta kallesa tace "ban gane Aljanu ba, daman Aljani yana cin abinci ne..?", ya ɗaga shoulder yace "ba gashi nan kin gani ba, so next time sai ki san inda zaki ringa ajiye abincinki...", sulalewa tayi ƙasa ta fashe da kuka tace "na rantse sai sun biyani abuna, ba Aljanu ba ko sheɗanu ne sai sun biyani abuna, su sun isa su cinye min abinci..", Nurain couldn't help it but to smile lightly, she's so childish, tsuke fuska yayi kamar ba shi ya gama murmushi ba yace "Au kina zaune a gidansu zaki ringa musu rashin kunya, idan suka miki wani abun ke kika jiyo... c'mon get up ki nemi wani abin ki dafa kici, ko babu abinci ne a store..?", ta dena kukan tana shessheƙa tace "Ni spaghetti na nake so bxn iya dafa wani ba..", ta ɗora kanta kan cabinet don ynxu strength din mganar ma babu, she start be coming more weak than before, Nurain ya buɗe fridge ya ciro ƙatuwar bottle din sweetened fresh milk, cupboard ya buɗe ya ɗakko glass cup ya wankesa a sink, tini ya ɓalle murfin bottle din saida ya kusan cika glass cup din da fresh milk snn ya mayar da bottle din fridge, ya duƙa gabanta ya ajiye glass cup din madaran, ta ɗan kallesa sai kuma ta dubi cup din madaran, miƙewa yayi yana jan rigarsa ya nufi ƙofa ya buɗe ya fita, after few seconds Hajar ta ɗauki cup din madaran tana turo baki, lokaci guda abinda ya faɗa akan Aljanu yayi hitting brain dinta, sai kace muzuru a lefe haka tabi kitchen din da idanu, ba tasan lokacin da wani ƙarfi yaxo mata ba ta miƙe bayan ta suri cup din madaran ta fita da sauri, still a palour ta gansa kan doguwar kujera yana latsa wayarsa TV da ya kunna tana aikinta ita kaɗai, Hajar dai ta rakuɓe ta zauna gefe guda ta kafa kofin madaran a baki, saida ta kwankwaɗe tass snn ta diri cup din, after 10mins bayan madaran ya faɗa mata ta miƙe ta shiga kitchen, a buɗe ta bar ƙofar ta ajiye cup din a sink ta fito da sauri, walking like a chameleon ta nufi stairs, Nurain ya bita da kallon wutsiyar ido har ta ɓacewa ganinsa, tashi yayi ya zura slippers dinsa tare da jan rigarsa ya kashe kayan kallon da duk wasu kayan